aziemag

2009-12-16T16:00:00.002+08:00

i hope this is just a normal headache.
i hope its not something serious because this thing have been visiting me almost everyday.
what's worst, sometimes its really unbearable that it really affect my mood badly.
i can just shout and scream at anyone who irritates me.
very bad!

2009-12-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

TERM TEST'S FINALLY OVER!!!!
yeahhhhhhh!
but this is only the term test.
still have the main exam.
so aziemah, dont be too happy yet.
but since my two weeks holidays have already started,
i shall make full use of it.

today marks the end of my term test and it's Friday,
but here i am at home doing nothing but sitting right in front my lappy,
play games all night.
my boyfie is working and no one's entertaining me tonight.
so saddddddd.
but Sunday, we're going out to watch New Moon!
yeaahhhhhhh!

SHIKIN MINHAT!!!!
i shall thank you for solving the mystery that has been singing on my mind.
hahahahahahhaha!

2009-12-02T21:47:00.004+08:00

being sick last week is enough for me.
i dont need more of these for now.
this sudden flu attack is really killing me.
i cant concentrate for my tutorials and lectures.
what more doing my revision when i sneeze non-stop and my mucus is flowing like a tap water.
I HATE YOU FLU FOR COMING DURING THIS MAJOR TIME! tsk!
but i just hope i wont be looking this ugly when i go to school tomorrow.

2009-11-30T22:22:00.003+08:00

i dont think i can ever do well for my mid term test.
how can i handle 6 freaking papers in one week!
what's worst is, the most important module is the very first paper!
i die already.
projects piling up, havent yet started on revision, how can i survive.

but despite the stress up in my head,
my boyfie did something to make me go away from all that stress for a moment.

he fulfilled my cravings for having Vietnamese Beef Noodles just now over at Secret Recipe.
and i even had my all time favourite cake,

THANK YOU SO MUCH BOYFIE FOR THE TREAT!

and btw, SITI QADRIYAH BTE MUSTAFFA,
HAPPY ADVANCED ANNIVERSARY TO YOU AND FIK!

2009-11-14T00:28:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20TH!
this is the first time my bf ever bought for me a flower.
so sweet.
hahahahahha.

2009-10-24T15:34:00.003+08:00

im bored!
my mum's out to my uncle's wedding for rewang which means im absolutely not needed there because obviously i wont be helping out.
hahahhaha. no wonder my mum's not forcing me to go today.
but obviously tomorrow die die i have to go.

the picture above,
i did it few weeks back and only today i editted them to combine them together.
i dont know if it looks similar to us.
i meant me and my bf of course.
my bf's lips, i purposely did that because im sure Ain is still amazed how mu bf's lips will curl up whenever he talks.
hahahhaha. that's what makes me attracted to him i guess.

ouh yah,
i want to ask for your opinions,
do you think these two human beings look alike???
i dont think so.
hahhahaha.
i asked for your opinions because Dayah says they look quite alike.
and one his bf also said that he look alike to this local channel 8 actor.
hmmmm.....

2009-10-21T21:50:00.003+08:00

tutorial and lab classes have yet to start this week.
so that means NO SCHOOL for me today.
MRI results are out so i went to the hospital with bf today to see it.
and.....

see that red circle?
that's the lump on my wrist.
and the doctor declared that it is abnormal growth of blood vessel.
hell i dont know whether it's serious or not,
but the doctor told me to see the hand specialist on th 25th of November and see what he suggest to do.
but what my doctor told me is that most probably i have to go for surgery.
and that's it for today.

ouh actually, after that both of us went to have out late lunch at Tong Seng,
then we went to Charles & Keith with the hope that my bag is available there.
but sadly nope.
but the sales girl have called the City Link outlet to reserve for me a piece there.
at last, there's no need for me to cry over the bag.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

&& this little girl very mentel!
she already washed up to get ready for bed,
BUT she wore seluar jalan for her pyjamas.
she wants to look pretty eventhough its bedtime.
see how mentel she can be.

2009-10-14T22:46:00.005+08:00

woke up as early as 6am in the morning,
got ready and met bf at the void deck at 6.45am.
took the train to Tan Tock Seng and we arrived 5 mins later than the appointment time.

i suddenly felt so scared when i was on my way to the Radiology Department for the MRI scan.
and when i told to change and wait for my turn for the scan i became more scared.
macam orang nak major operation plak.
padahal setakat nak pegi MRI scan.
by the sound of it im very scared already.
but thank god, it wasnt scary afterall.
ok part tu aku bedek!
i think i have Claustrophobia because when i went for the scan, the tunnel is very small.
and you can feel the whole machine vibrating and noisy.
the moment i was inside the tunnel i felt that i was inside a coffin, and the coffin is vibrating.
yes im that scared.
they said its gonna take half and hour for the scan, and finally after the half an hour, they gave me BAD news.

they said they need to give me an injection.
u just imagine, an INJECTION?!?!
i was like WTH?!?! i initially wanted to say i didnt want to go for the scan anymore,
but too bad the doctor pulled my hand and told me to relax when i obviously cant lor.
i kept shivering!
but in the end everything was fine. i cant feel any pain except for the injection. hehhehee.

thats the exact machine that i was on in the morning just.
the exact one!

after everything was done, we went to Vivo.
and we went Giant to buy the little girl's stuff.
Halloween is nearing and every stall might probably be selling ghost stuffs.
so i bought this,

to scare the little girl.
because she's getting more and more hyperactive.
this can make her behave.
HAHAHHAHAHHAA.
so now everytime i say: "cik emah amek tangan eh!"
she will straightaway sit and keep quiet.
it works!
and the both of us took some pictures there.

the ugly witch.

the busok pirate!

and these are some pictures taken on my phone.
just let you all see.

these two pictures were taken when these two monkeys wanted to sleep with me.

mentel kan this little makcik

2009-10-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

went to Tan Tock Seng hospital yesterday to check my wrist with the hand specialist there.
they sent for an X-Ray yet again.

and the results was:
there's something on my bone.
it's either my nerve swelling or its a growth.
they cant figure out what it is unless they see the MRI scan results.

so i'll be heading there again this Wednesday for the MRI scan.
and i will know the results only on the 21st.
one week after the scanning then the doctor will see me.
worst, i just started school.
hopefully i end my classes early in that day.
i wouldnt want to miss any lesson on the first week of school.

on the other hand,
van have already been rented.
so......meet you guys this Saturday aite!
cant wait cant wait!
SAPE LAMBAT KENA TINGGAL EH!!!
LIZA, IZZAD, QAD and ESPECIALLY FIK!
OUH YA, DAYAH ALSO!
KORANG LAMBAT NAIK PUBLIC TRANSPORT EH!
hahahahhahahaha.

2009-10-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

i think i dont mind if my bf's going to do something that will make me go mad.
because i'd rather he do something that will me mad and then do something very sweet to me that he rarely do.
hehehehehe. i know u guys must be wondering i said all this.
its because i was mad with my bf the whole day yesterday and i didnt sms nor call him today.
but at around 3+ in the afternoon today,
i was reading my storybook, he called,
he told me to look outside my house window which at first i didnt want to,
he said he wasnt anywhere near my house but still insisted me to look outside the window.
and he said this "u look at the blok infront and see what's at level 5. the right side."
i cant help myself but to smile looking at the tiny weeny banner.
see that in the picture?
a small black banner?
that's the banner.
he did it after the friday prayers in school under the scorching hot sun.
sweet lah u old man!!!!
wonder what's written on the banner?

hehehhehehe. i like lah.

btw, this one and a half month holiday,
i already read two story books.
new storybooks from my two favourite writer.
cecilia ahern and sophie kinsella.
just love them!
and i somehow managed to read both books within 2 days for each of the books.
i think i shall now start finding some more new writers for me to read.

off to johor tomorrow.
and jalan-jalan raya for both of the weekends next week!
cant wait cant wait!!!

and DAYAH where the hell are you?!?!
called your handphone, no answer and you NEVER call back!

2009-09-28T16:34:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
eventhough im late for two weeks i still wished you all right.
anyway, this year raya is a very short and sweet raya for me.
on the first day my family only went to about 5 houses?
yeah, that little.

the second day was better i guess because we get to eat steamboat at my aunt's place.
make-up sampai cair u makan steamboat.
makanan power depan mata matair aku, aku lupe.
hahahhaha. i didnt message him at all while i was at my aunt's place.
i was busy enjoying the food.

yesterday, i was dead tired because i got a lot of visitors at home.
and i had to clean all the plates.
and today, im bored to death at home without anything to do.
i finished reading a book and i have nothing else to do.
and now, i think my head can burst anytime with the annoying sound of the electric lantern that the little girl have with her.
she keep turning on and off every 5 mins.
kalau lagu sedap takpe. ish!

haiz. miss the girls so much! :((

2009-09-14T01:02:00.004+08:00

happy 18th to us.
saturday was one really long Geylang session for both of us.
but lucky enough we did get to celebrate our 18th 12 midnight on the dot.
hahhahahaha.
pictures for that day will have to wait for Liza Lembab to upload.
hahahhaha.

i managed to make some Koko Krunch chocolate and Cornflakes Madu
for Raya this year.
my mum must be happy that her daughter is useful enough for this year's Raya.
an addition to that, hopefully she's satisfied enough with my exam's results.
more Cornflakes Madu have to be done tomorrow after my work.
tired but the satisfaction is there.
will update more when i feel like it.
hahhaha. boleh eh gitu.
jadi sabar menanti je lah for the next update.

Aku ingin engkau slalu,
Hadir dan temani aku,
Disetiap langkah,
Yang meyakinimu,
Kau tercipta untukku,
Sepanjang hidupku,

Ku ingin kau tau,
Kuslalu milikmu,
Yang mencintaimu

2009-09-04T05:31:00.003+08:00

the pain on my wrist is unbearable already.
it came back early this week but it got worse eversince Aiman accidentally hit it.
and he it right at the bull's eye.
my mum told me to go Tan Tock Seng Hospital to have it checked and do whatever that is necessary to it.
but im not sure when is the right time to go.
somehow i fear what the doctor will say after checking my wrist.
we'll see when i finally decide to get my wrist checked.

i will smile whenever i look at this picture.
my dad's moustache is still so silky black in this picture but now he's moustache is turning all white soon.
my mum's a bit round up there but now she's much thinner.
these shows that both of them are getting on their age.
but my dad is still as strong as ever for his age.
pray that his health will stay strong like this until he leaves us.

you never gave a thought what mum ever feel.
all you ever think of is your own self.
i hate you treating mum like this.
you can be proud of what you are today,
but i can NEVER ever be proud of what you are today.
because YOU, as a child never think of whay YOUR own mum feels and think.
because YOU simply dont know or should i say YOU simply DONT CARE.
dont make me lose my respect to you.

this little kiddo sometimes make my boring holidays happy.
she and her antiques.
she and the other monkey will have always have something up their sleeves.
this picture was the day when she decided to play with my mum's handbag.
so small but yet she knows how to wear a handbag unlike me.
both the monkeys will grow up to be intelligent kids BUT they're hyperactive that my mum is always worn out by the end of each day.
she very mentel already.
and she likes to talk on the phone.
and she likes to talk to bf on the phone.
"eyo, untel uwan eh"
"ayek makan ayur"
"aju umah"
"ekin eli aju wincess"
see if understand what she's trying to say because honestly sometimes i dont and all i just do is "eh! ouuhhhh." or "eh! aahhhhhh."

i shall make the chocolate mousse pudding today.
so dayah, what are you waiting for?
come pick it up before breaking your fast ok.

please dont annoy me when you start school.
because i just hate it.

2009-08-31T06:21:00.004+08:00

been having lots of food to eat for break fast.
Saturday went over to my grandmum's place and there were lots and i meant LOTS of food to eat.
every one of my aunties who came brought food and i have lots of aunties.
so u just imagine i have about 8 aunties and each of them brought their share of food.
i can be one big fat swine just by looking at the food.
in the end, i settled with some rice and noodles i think with chicken and beef curry.
then i eat 2 otah-otah, egg tart and black pepper beef.
see what i mean.
and yesterday, went over to my aunt's place at Eunos.
another big feast i can say.
my aunt cooked Briyani Rice and it was good although it was her first try.
after the rice, i ate the Baby JCO Donuts, durian puffs and the crispy kuih kacang.
double thumbs up. i just love the crispy kuih kacang.
yummylicious.

there were quite a number of stuffs that my mum and me bought yesterday.
before heading to Eunos, we went for shoe hunting.
my heels are worn out already after 3 years of wearing it i guess.
and so i bought Charles and Keith heels.
it was my mum's and sister's choice.
and its super high for me.
we'll see if i can survive with that heels for this year's raya.
like what my bf said, at least i look taller beside him this year. -___-
and someone just have to give comments about my heels.
i dont need your comments hor! tsk! *annoyed face*
ouh we did go over Geylang Bazar.
and it PACKED! i hate it. so mats and minahs who dont know the meaning of Ramadhan.
om very annoyed with this kind of people.
disgrace to the malay community. tsktsk.
we bought bedsheets, curtains, cushion cover and.....FOOOD.
hahahahahaa.
i can never lose weight this Ramadhan.
there's too much food that i just feel like eating.

and i miss u lah!!!!
3 days already never meet.
its either you're busy or im just lazy or should i say im just lazy to bathe early so i can meet you for that 10 mins before you go home after school.
never mind, our next iftar session should be soon.
and we shall hunt for your baju kurung and my FOOOODDDD!
heheheheheh.
LOVE LOVE YA!

p.s i never want to be like you when i get married! and im just annoyed with you! yes, you, SHOWOFF!

2009-08-29T05:30:00.002+08:00

like what my bf said, yesterday was too much for me.
i guess i was being extra sensitive yesterday.

i hope that feeling will go away soon,
i dont like to have that feeling in me.
makes me feel sick and its also pressuring myself.

thank you boyfriend, hidayah and qadriyah for the constant listening ear that you have been giving me.
thank you boyfriend for always being there for me when i need you.
i saaaaayaaaannggggg you many2!!!

2009-08-28T05:34:00.005+08:00

i never knew that i can do lots of other stuffs that a guy should do in the house.
besides painting the house yesterday, i also did opened up all the mirrors outside my room.
i think that's a guy's job to do. but since my brother is not always around,
im expected to do these kind of stuffs.
my mum should miss me the most when i get married one day.
ahahhaha. because i did helped around a lot.
i mean she better be missing me. heheheheh.

anyway yesterday while i was painting the balcony and a small part of the living room,
this little gemok girl decided to disturb my mum who's trying to take a nap.
she keep wanting to comb my mum's hair.
eversince she started to talk a bit,
she's getting more and more mentel.
she even know how to do Bimla and First Lady poses.
i shall video it one day when she does that.
ouh ya, my mum likes to wear this headband at home,
because her hair seems to be getting in her way whenever she cooks,
so she wore it on her head.
and this mentel little girl pulled it off from my mum's head and she put in on her head, herself.

i laughed my ass off when i saw her wearing it.
she looked like Rambo Man.

similar right the hair.
except that Rambo Man have the garang face while the girl is smiling.
and by the way, her hair is originally curl.
its not that she went for a perming treatment to get that curls.

this is the view from the back.
at this moment she was still disturbing my mum.

whenever she take photos, she likes to do that pose.
i dont really know the reason why.
i think she was trying to do the peace sign.

Aliea Nauffah Bte Mohd Azhar

i was shocked when i saw this in the fridge the other day.
i wonder who the hell put that condom in the fridge.
at first i was disgusted to even hold it.
but then again i wonder,
eh how come condom got pink colour one ah.
then i picked it up,
and it was actually a chocolate.
and only yesterday that i got to know that is was my sister's.
her friend bought it from Taiwan.
and i said,
"eh kawan kau lokek seh, pegi Taiwan jauh-jauh abeh kasi kau nie satu packet je"
and what did i get?
-silence-
my sister wont have much response unless she have the mood the talk.
maybe i shall try it tonight because my sister allowed me to eat.
heheheheh.

now, i shall go do my Subuh prayes and heak back to sleep.
very sleepy already.
before i go,
here's a short video of the budak mentel.
she's singing Barney's I Love You song.
Muff, kau nye member!
see if you understand what she's singing because i dont understand.
HAHAHHAHA.

2009-08-27T00:54:00.004+08:00

first and foremost, please ignore the music. i dont know how to remove that thing from my template.someone please help me!
my life in ITE would probably be the most enjoyable school days that i have ever had.
i can never forget them.
Valentine's Day during ITE days was the best.
I MISS THEM! a lot. THIS much.
i miss those days where we will fight for the best seat in the canteen.
i miss those days where we will sit outside the classroom everytime it's Mr Foong's lessons.
i miss those days where we were hoping that Mrs Rajesh would not come to school and we were all already planning to cabot her class.
i miss those days where will all meet in the canteen before exams to eat.
i miss those days where will always look foward to buy golden chicken during break time.
i really miss my ITE days.
a lot of memories that I will never forget.
7+3,
i really hope all of you would really make some free time so we can all meet up for iftar.
Liza and me have planned for it to be next saturday, 5th September.
the venue would be Mosi Cafe as suggested by Ayim and Shikin.
the reason being that place brings memories to us.
so please please make it.
i really miss all of you!

on the other hand,
its the HOLIDAYS for me now!
1 and half months!
this ia what i have been waiting for.
after all those torturing projects that i had to do.
Liza is the best person to know what i felt for the first semester of my Poly life.
Poly=no free time to enjoy.
but thank god its the long semester break now.
so i guess Liza and me will be like swine waking up late everyday.
hehehehe.

it's already been 17 months that both of us are together.
alhamdullilah everything is fine up till now.
my man's getting chubbier day by day.
but still loving him despite the gain of weight.
HAHAHHAA.
he's graduating soon while i still have another 2 1/2 years to go.
he's going back to ITE after graduating.
not to study but to teach.
a good choice he's made there and his family are happy for him.
Mr Ridzwan, ITE lecturer.
hehehehe.
it's 1.14am now, so i guess i better get to sleep now or else i wont have the energy to paint the balcony later.
but before i stop here,
i have an annoucement to make to my 7+3......

Wan and me have planned something for Raya.
i dont know if you guys want it.
we were planning to rent a van like how we did for last year's raya.
divide among us and maybe Wan will drive us.
do you guys want it?
msg me or just leave me a tag here aite.

2009-08-07T01:08:00.002+08:00

im bored!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!!im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!!im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!!im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!!im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!! im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!im bored!!!!

that's how bored i am right now.
its already 1.11 am, but im yet on bed sleeping.
dont know why i cant get to sleep.
TIRED yet cant get to sleep.
EVERYONE's TIRED.

nobody wants to talk to me. :(
so BBBBOOOOORRREEEEDDDD!

2009-08-03T00:30:00.003+08:00

i just wish that i can go back to the old times that we had together.
and i wanna stay there forever.
because that's where we were both really happy.

i am sad, tired, angry: AT MYSELF.

2009-07-20T22:57:00.001+08:00

you may not mean what you say.
but i just feel that i am a big burden in your life.
therefore, ive decided to do what i think is right.
the way that i feel i wont be a burden to you.
eventhough i know i can never survive this way.
but i rather suffer myself then be a burden to you.

2009-06-28T01:08:00.012+08:00

sekian lama ku menghilang

kini ku kembali lagi....

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

two weeks of holidays was surely not enough for me.

it was too short and too many projects deadlines are lining up.

so you guys should know the reason why lah eh.

school starts already and everything seems to be ok.

minus the project deadlines of course!

got back most of the term test results and its not satisfactory enough for me.

have to work much much harder for my final exam!

today marks the day whereby there will be no more number 1 on the first number on my age.

no more -Teen.

woke up early in the morning today because both of us(ok it was more of me) was craving KFC breakfast meal.

so he picked me up at 9am and the first thing he gave me was an envelope.

then proceed on to find the next envelope and off to board the but to the interchange.

but cut story short, after he gave me almost all the envelopes that he wanted to give me, we went to Sentosa as i have to take some nature/flowers photos for my project.

but sadly, the nature place closed at 5pm.

so cannot go lor.

then we just walked from imbiah station to beach station and take some of the flowers photos on the sidewalks.

we also took the Skyride again and this time,

i really felt very kecut like that.

i just realised that riding the Skyride at night is scarier than riding it in the day.

ouh ya!

before we went to Sentosa, i went for this Korean Band Showcase called FT Island.

if any of you know then good if not then just skip this part.

HHAHAHAHA.

anyway, the showcase was over at Dragonfly@St James Power Station.

it was my virgin entry to a club.

hahahhaa.

was quite excited about it.

and the queue was super duper damn long that i nearly want to give up and go meet my mr genius.

but overall, the showcase was ok lah.

im starting to fall in love with one of their songs.

very nice!

and btw, today me and my mr genius ate a lot.

we were like swine today.
let me list down the food we consume today.

KFC breakfast meal(morning)
Starbucks x 2
McDonalds(lunch)
New Zealand ice cream
bought large 100 plus
Old Chang Kee

a lot right?

hahhaha.

tu pun lepas da mkn OCK my mr genius wanted to ajak me go eat prata.

crazy!
i dont want my 52kg back hor!

i would like to thank everyone who wished me on my birthday.

qadriyah
hidayah
liza
izzad
marziah
shikin
nurul nadiah
siti nabilah
xin yi
ranjani
hakim
syahirah
kak raudhah
kak linda
kak yani
cik icha
kak wini
azimah
fadilah selamat
jaja
kak rina
kak ekin
kak piza
indah
haida
raina
abg tattoo
my two little devils
&&my mr genius

and thank you to the people who have given me presents.

kak rina
kak ekin
kak piza
&&my mr genius

just when i thought that my birthday was 'lonely',
my secondary school girlfriends make me change it.
they came over to my place to surprise me and i was forced to wear dress.
they are very sweet.
thanks a lot girls for the celebration.
im really happy!
thank you so much!

blogger is being such a bitch to me.
i will upload all the photos soon aite.

my dear mr genius,
dont be feeling too down ok.
i appreciate everything that you have done for me.
things happened and you know it.
i thank you so much for trying very hard to make me happy.
that's why i cant stop loving you!

2009-06-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

that boy is serving the nation tomorrow.
i dont know what's the real plan but Dayah told me she wants to send him off.
shall wait for the confirmation again later.

that girl is currently getting further and further away from my life.
she seems to have a lot of problem but she dont want to tell me one.
so action like that lor.
hmmph!

my darling here suddenly gave me a call today.
want to know why?
she asked me whether i still remember how to do Minutes of Meeting.
so random i tell you.
better make sure you treat me hor at the end of the month!
heheheeh.

this month is yet another month that we're not celebrating our anni because....
i will be away to Malaysia yet again.
haiz....can i be sick tomorrow please.
i so do not want to go Malaysia.
i wish i could be sick tomorrow so that i can be excused.
HAHAHA.

i just finished doing something special for special someone.
and i hope that someone likes it.
cause i nearly dont want to give that someone the something because i liked it very much.
HAHAHHAHA.
hope you like it hor!
dari hati ke hati.
heheheheh.

2009-06-08T23:24:00.004+08:00

im being such a nice friend to syafiqah.
so syafiqah i'll give you a quick preview how the korean guys in "Boys Over Flowers" look like.
so you must go and watch hor.
very nice drama. and i always cry when i watch the drama. very touching!

but but.....
these three are my most favourite ones.

Lee Min Ho

he's Goo Joon Pyo in the drama and he's the main hero.
eventhough his curly hair is very distracting tapi senyuman die mengancam!

Kim Hyun Joong

he's Yoon Ji Hoo in the drama and he's my utmost favourite!
he's the gentleman in the drama because he give up his love for the girl he likes because he wants the girl to be happy with the guy she loves.
i just love the fact that he played violin in the drama.
i find guys who play violin very sexy!
his smile makes me go crazy.

Koo Hye Seon

she's Geum Jan Di in the drama.
she's the hearthrob for the two guys above.
she's very cute please.
i just love it when she smiles and her flawless face makes me so fond of her.

evethough i go crazy and drooling over korean guys.
i know i got my own korean hero in my life.
my one and only korean hearthrob.
heheheh.

Mohamed Ridzwan Mustafah
is officially
Nur Aziemah Tugiman's
korean hero

2009-06-07T04:44:00.001+08:00

time check: 4.44am
yes you might wonder why im still awake at this time
i just finished watching "Boys Over Flowers"
that's why. but i stopped till episode 21 cause mysoju.com cheated my feelings.
episode 22 onwards.....the video dont have already.
there was the last episode but i didnt want to watch it
i didnt want to know the ending until i watched what happened after epi 21.
i dont really know where to find those 3 missing episodes.

if your people have yet to watch the drama.....
go watch it!
im really hooked to the drama right now.
&& i didnt eat one whole day just watching this drama.
a good way to diet myself since im putting too much weight nowadays.

guess i will be go to sleep right now.
my sister's going to bring me for Esprit sale later in the afternoon.
for my advance birthday present.

guess you're sleeping soundly now.
i feel useless as your girlfriend
i cant do much when you're there having food poisioning
hope you'll be fine when you wake up later
i guess the cookies shall just rot here since noboby's gonna eat it
have lots of rest
and you'll be just fine
im sorry

2009-06-02T21:46:00.004+08:00

im drained out already.
its only 2 papers.
there's 2 more papers to go till i can relax myself.
25 more days to go till i can get pressies!
HAHAHHAHA.
tomorrow i have no paper butttt.....
still have to go to school for revision.
tired tired tired.

BUGGER I DONT LIKE YOU!

I DONT CARE IF YOU CARE OR NOT

BUT I STILL DONT LIKE YOU

2009-05-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

to the person who was close to me in my ITE days....
to the person who never fails to bring smiles to people's face....
to the person who have a loose screw in the head.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL'AIN!!!!!!

since you like red then the whole msg will be red for you.

you're 20 now which means...

you're a young adult now.

you have to take things seriously now.

&& you have to know which journey of your life you want to take.

i wish you all the best for your future.

may you be blessed with lots of happiness with your loved ones.

you're my friend and i will never forget you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! once again.

stay happy always! :))

2009-05-25T23:26:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR'ASHIKIN!!!

i wanted to change the font colour but since you like BLACK, it shall stay this way.

anyway Cikin sayang, live your life to the fullest aite.

stay happy always.

makan lah banyak2 siket jadi ade babat macam aku.

HAHAHHAHA!

semoga kau dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.

semoga kau cepat dapat keje anddddd biler da dapat keje,

da dapat duit gaji jangan lah lupe blanja aku!

HAHHAHAHHAHA!

Cikin da 19 tahun tapi badan macam 16 tahun.

HAHHAHAHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIKIN TIMUN!!!!

AKU SAYANGGGGG KAU!!!!!

2009-05-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

school been an okay for me so far.
one online test is over and im left with all the theory test.
one more week to go and there comes my mid term test.
not sure myself if i am able to do the tests.
projects are lining up already.
CTOS is done. but awaiting for the part 2 specs to be given out.
MACRECONS is a disaster! hahaha. not yet started on it.
WDS, i die already. because the web design is very difficult.
i think my web page will be a garbage.
COMMSKL, have not even thought about it yet.
lucky basic accounting no project.
if there is i faint already.

photos below were taken after we had our lunch together at ITAS.

i missed ITE graduation ceremony because i had MACRECONS lecture from 4-6 pm which me and Liza cant afford to miss. because this module is very much new to us which we really have to concentrate on. but the module is interesting to me though. however, it's good enough that i get to meet the people whom i missed. Qadriyah and Raimi. the other two, see them too much in school already. hahahhaa.

before we head for our chit chatting session outside the batman buidling, we melantak like babi at Tong Seng. Qad and me were the biggest swine of all because, we ordered Wanton Noodle for myself, Lor Mee for herself and Fried Fish Soup for the BOTH of us. HAHAHHAA. we were hungry lah. cant blame us. but all of us ordered $5 worth of mempedal. thanks to Raimi for introducing it to us that we ordered it twice!

both of us.....
doing good!
go school together, go home together, eat together, buy ice cream also same colour!
HAHHAHAA.
that was the day we wore same colour shirt to school without any special occasion on that day.

Hidayah: asal korang pakai sama colour eh hari nie? ape special occasion?
*me and bf looked at each other*
Aziemah: takde. mane ade pape occasion. saje je nak pakai same colour.
Hidayah: eh? nak cakap korang nye anniversary niari bukan. pasal korang nye anniversary slalu korang gaduh.
Bf: ah ni kirekan kite nye make up anniversary lah. babtu pakai sama colour.

-________________________-;;

2009-05-12T23:58:00.003+08:00

14 MONTHS AND STILL COUNTING.....

i have never ever stopped loving you.
i LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE you lah big head! :P

AN ADDITIONAL NOTE.........

this chubby little handsome Prince was born 6.15pm on the 12th May 2009.
the nurse called him Md Junior because he has yet to be given a name.
and he's going to get my Mr Genius's attention more than me. :(
kite share2 eh baby.
takle lokek.
hehehheeh.
and if you look at the picture properly,
HE'S SMILING LAH KAN!!!!
CUTE KAN!!!!
AKU GERAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!

2009-05-02T23:52:00.002+08:00

i think im getting "memboyak-ger"(bigger).
because i eat a lot nowadays.
all thanks to Cheers in the Business School.
i will tend to go there or at least Engineering School canteen every morning.
i will get BBQ chicken pau at Engine block or snacks early in the morning at Biz School.
how can i not grow fatter with all this fatty food around me.

on the other hand,
school's getting me crazy.
im totally lost in my B Acct class the other time.
i was like ????? when my tutorial teacher was talking about Principle of Conservatism.
what the heck was that.
so i decided to collect all the week 1 lecture notes and study it on my own.
and so i did it.
hahahhaa.
i also did some reading up on CTOS.
all im left to catch up with is Comm Skl, WDS ans Macr Eco.
i have to run faster to catch up with the rest.
or else i will go ????? all way for all the tutorial classes.

i dont know why but what you said just hurts me.
i know you will say i dont have any reasons why i should be upset about it but i just do.
maybe im way too sensitive or i just got it the wrong way.
but it hurts me deep.

2009-04-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

going back to school after changing my mindset of no more examinations in my life,
i have to start back from square one.
making new friends and lots more modules to study.

going into a school and course where you know nobody.
going into a class without any orientation really worries me.
i wouldnt know whom im going to sit with for the 2 hour tutorial tomorrow.

i just hope for the best tomorrow.
hopefully my new classmates are nice and friendly earthlings.

HOPE

2009-04-23T23:46:00.001+08:00

What is hope.

It is also a powerful force that can move people.

Hope is what drives peasants to rebel against oppression.

Hope is what keeps explorers like Christopher Columbus sailing to the ends of the earth.

But most importantly to me is that.

Hope is what keeps people alive, in miserable conditions.

I had long forgotten how it affects were on people, as a person who draws from past experiences, I had believed from long ago that Hope is the first step onto a road to disappointment.

But today is a different story.

Today is a new dawn.

Today I believe.

Congratulations are in order.

YOU DESERVE IT!!!!!

2009-04-23T23:21:00.001+08:00

ALHAMDULLILAH!!!!!

the moment that i have been waiting for is here!
im enjoying every moment of it.
see you girls tomorrow.
YEAY!!!!!!!!!!
TEMASEK HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-21T14:23:00.003+08:00

i hate it!
i hate YOU to be unfair so to me!

i am always in the wrong when YOU are the one who always make the mistake.
i am always in the wrong when YOU treat me unfairly.
i am always in the worng when YOU always pretend to be the nice one.

tell me now,
why should i be nice to YOU when YOU do all these to me?
tell me now,
why should i bother listening to YOUR advices when YOU YOURSELF tak betol?

FUCK YOU LAH!!!!!!
i really think all this is so UNFAIR.

in the first place,
i wasnt even in that FUCKING plan.
and here YOU come pretending to ask me last minute.
MY FAULT LAH?!?!
FUCK YOU LAH!!!!!!

p.s
dont mind the foul language up there.
im too pissed off.
really pissed off.
and this is not abt my bf.

2009-04-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

life without anything to do is -________________-"
i can die any moment in this house without anything to do.
i am seriously in need of job.
i tried applying to few places but it seems that they wont be applying to me that soon though.
any of you have lobangs?

eversince ive graduated from school.
ive been going out with mr genius but to the same places.
because basically we are rushing for time.
and the previous anniversary is not what the both of us should be enjoying about.
but everything is good and fine now.

dayah, thanks for lending me your shoulder on that day ya.

to the person who have been nagging at me non-stop,
to the person who knows the best what i want,
to the person who have carried me in her womb for the whole 9 months,
to the person who have never stopped loving me since i came into this world.
(dont mind the picture. i look fat in this picture ok)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

eventhough the present that i bought for you is not as expensive compared to what kakak and abang bought for you.
but i really hope you like it.

2009-04-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates.....
because basically my wrist is killing me.
my friends will know what i am talking about.

i have a lump on my left wrist.
i dont know what's the cause of it.
the pain comes and go but this time the pain i cannot tahan already.
went to the doctor just now but he only give me freaking painkillers.
and now im typing with only one hand.
so when its better i'll update more kays.

2009-04-05T00:53:00.003+08:00

i think you want the whole world to know that you didnt get to Poly,
then people will sympatise with you,
then people will say "you can make it one lah", those stuffs to you.

oh come on!
i FCUKING didnt get in to Poly also and i have to face more than what you have to face ok.
i have to face my mum who expects a lot from me.
i have to face my sister who always looks down me and "she's always the best".
so, who have to face the stress more?

i dont know why but i still feel sad over the results.
very sad.
really sad.
maybe its my own FCUKING fault that i get this kind of results.
but when i receive the results does any of my family members comforted me?
maybe im being too sensitive over this but wth! you get all the attention from them.

for now, all i can be thankful of is that i have a bf who was there beside me
when i need someone to cry on,
when i need someone to just keep quiet and feel what im feeling,
when i need someone to calm me down.

i know....
THEY will say that i dont have any Certificate of Merit but i can get Cerficate of Marriage.
SHE will say that i can never make it to Poly ah.
SHE will say that i am confident that i can get through to TP after i sent in the appeal letter and thats the reason why i dont want to appeal to other Polys'.

YOU think i didnt try my best in my last term of ITE.
YOU think i didnt study at all and only played around just because i have a bf?
YOU think that SHE'S better than me in everything.
no, ALL the people around HER thinks that she can do better than me.
why?
because she dont have a bf and i have thats why i cant succeed in my education life.

WHAT THE FUCK SEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok.
i dont know whether i should be pissed or whether i should be crying my lungs out again.

2009-04-01T14:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes people just don't understand what you want.
maybe because you don't say it.
or maybe because that person just don't bother.

i feel like crying my lungs, heart and everything out.
because i feel dissatisfied.
and i don't think anybody can comfort me.

i've made you dissapointed with my results and i know you are not happy with it.

someone......
please take me somewhere that can distract me from thinking about this for now.
i have to face more of this difficulties on Friday.

2009-04-01T02:25:00.000+08:00

ok-ok results but.........

i don't think i can go Poly.
how?
DIE LAH OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

ok....
my WHOLE saturday wasn't spend at home only.
my mr genius did say some nasty things to me today.
but all that is because he purposely say it all.
he wanted to give me a surprise by suddenly appearing in front of my door.
but he suddenly became too lazy to surprise me.
he did picked me up.
we went to have our dinner at Beach Road.
we ate a lot.
like really a lot.
he ate kebab. i ate mee hoon goreng and WE eat chop.
yummeh!

then we proceeded to Seletar Dam.
i was amazed because the place is full of Mat Motor and Minah Tonggengs.
hahhahaha.

now.....
i wanna eat my Mcflurry.
bye!

2009-03-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

its a saturday but i am all alone at home with NOTHING to do and NOWHERE to go.
yes. pathetic is the word.
my parents are away to Johor for a relative's wedding.
my second sis is working and she will going out straight after working.
my brother just went to work.
and im done with all the housework.
nothing to do. BOREDDDDD!

i feel like eating something spicy.
i feel like eating something soupy.
i feel like eating korean food.
i feel like going somewhere far.

being home alone sucks!

2009-03-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

i thought of i was going to be stucked at home on a Friday.
but thank god i did get out of the house to meet my mr genius.
we went to catch a movie.
what's new right.
but it's been really a long time since we watched a movie together.
okay maybe we watched "Watchmen" just last week.
but that, we went to watch as a double date.

so finally,
i get to watch a movie that i really wanted to watch.
i would rate it 4/5.
i think this movie combined up book 1 and 2 together.
or maybe i just forget which part of the story is book 1 or book 2.
hahhahhaa.

i love this part of the movie because,
i practically laughed like a mad woman inside the cinema.
i just cant stop laughing the way Becks dance.
hahhahahaha.
it was kind of cute though.

&& i LOVEEEEE LOVVVEEEEE her hair please.
can my grow fast so i can be as long as hers.
i just fall in love with her hair.
now i dun think i want to cut my hair already.
hehehehehh!

another boring day tomorrow......

2009-03-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

ISA class chalet on the 23rd-25th March 2009 was a success.
right fareez?
you can see farreez smiling widely from ear to ear in the picture.
hahahaha. eventhough i left on the night of the 24th im sure everything went well on the last day.
despite something wierd that happened on both days i was there it was all good!

i am sure going to miss each and everyone of you in ISA 2007!
eventhough we went through a lot of shits,
eventhough we always get the "sway" of getting teachers that suck us up,
we manage to pull it through till we graduated.
all of you will be greatly missed by me.

2009-03-21T00:33:00.000+08:00

three straight days i was out out out.
enjoying my holidays before it ends.
so now, i'll update on where i've been going for the last two days and today.

Wednesday, 18th March

went to Marina Square with the girls for a quick catching up and also to reformat Siti Qad's laptop.
but due to her slengerness, she did not bring her CD drive so how to reformat her laptop.
so we just sat at Marina Square's Starbucks and talk about a lot of stuffs.
after which they all started to complain hungry.
we eat Nasi Lemak because we choose to "aku kan dudok kat blakang goyang kaki makan nasi lemak" *inside joke*
after the heavy meal, the girls then went bowling, me and my mr genius went off.
my mr genius looked upset that day because he claim that cash was flowing fast that day, and that was the reason why he did not join the girls.
we then straight went home because i wanted to watch Suci.
hahahahhahaha......

Thursday, 19th March

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MR GENIUS!!!!!

yup that thursday was my mr genius's birthday.
my surprise wasn't a surprise for him at all because he will combine up all the fishy things that i do and he will solve the mystery.
i can never give him a surprise except the 2008 Valentine's Day.
okay so on the day,
i make him travel alone before meeting me.
the place for him to travel is: Singapore Botanic Garden.

this was the place that he had to search when he reached Botanic Garden.
when he reached he was giving the "aku penat kau tau tak!!!" face.
and his armpit was practically sweating like nobody's business.

then he blew out candles with a storm blow.
and i sajikan him the pasta that i cooked for him and the rest.

after eating the pasta and the cake and after giving him the mud face treatment,

we tortured him again by making him to search for his birthday present until he gave up.

thank you so much Fik by showing him the place that we hid his present. -_________-
thank god he was happy with the present that i got for him.
he even can't wait to try on the shoe.
he even inspected the shoe. took the soles and inspect it again.
sang suami isteri have to go for their next plan.

while me, liza, zad and the birthday man went to Cineileisure to watch,

zad and liza was clueless when they stepped out of the theathre.
they got no idea what the whole movie was about.
my mr genius had to explain.

we then headed to Lau Pa Sat for a very heavy dinner.
we make liza and zad finish up the food.
HAHHHAHAHHA.
then we walked one big round to CBD area and chit chatting there.
we also planned for our next big outing.
AND I WANT IT TO WORK OUT. RIGHT GIRLSSSS?!?!

MR & MS SLOOOWWWW

and this two manusia is the SLOWEST manusia that me and my mr genius have ever met.
they walk very slow. and i mean it. VERY SLOW.
and they keep taking photos together non-stop.
so me and my mr genius want to ask: "bile korg bile?!?"

& thanks girls for wanting to join in for his brithday. please thank for me your other halves for coming too. and don't forget we still have another outing coming!!!

Friday, 20th March

yesterday i had to wake up early to cook for my mr genius,
today i had to wake up early AGAIN because i had to go for my interview.
pray hard i can get a job so i can buy new stuffs for myself. heheheh.
after the interview i quickly changed to my selekeh outfit because....
my family were going to Jurong Bird Park.

ok the pic is quite small, im not sure if u click it, it will enlarge. try.

i told them "let's take a picture JUMPING!!!"

the little monkey was being very cranky today.
one moment she can be hyper, one happy she can be irritated.

one moment she's ok

the other moment she will go "gggrrrrr!"

one moment she can walk, run and jump like a monkey

the other moment she will go "gggggrrrrr!" again

one moment she wants to take pictures with me

the other moment she will look away

but among all of her pictures, i like this picture the best

in the end she was just too tired that she dozed off

some other pictures.....

and a few of my pictures....

but i like this the best! :)))))))

& bf was being very sweet to send me food when i was hungry just now

"this was supposed to be your two storey blueberry chocolate cake.
but somehow somehere something went wrong.
but i really hope you enjoy your birthday and the cake that my mum bo.
and i hope you liked the pasta that i cooked for you.
although this year's birthday celebration wasn't as grand as last year's,
i hope you like both the same.
because both of the celebration i do it with my all my heart and soul.
love you lah my mr genius."

2009-03-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

another bored day at home today...
i woke up as late as 12pm just now.
as per normal i was awaken by mum's nagging.
cleaned my room and then i played with the monkeys.
i helped them piece up the jigsaw puzzle which Aiman bought yesterday.
when i was eating my lunch they came back with my dad from the shop.
Aiman bought the new Kinder Bueno surprise chocs.
and yet again, he asked me to fix the toy while i was eating.

marziah i took this picture just for you. hahhahaa. she was wearing a very tight top today. sexy not?

the jigsaw puzzle. 1 piece missing.

just so wonder why they were wearing socks in the house is because they wanted to slide around the house.
that idea came from the elder monkey.
whatever the elder monkey do the little monkey will sure want to follow.
and if you wonder why the little monkey is crying the picture is because the jigsaw puzzle that she was trying to piece up cant fit and she gave up on it.
cranky little monkey.

at around 8.15, mr mr genius messaged me to go down as he will be reaching here soon.
we drived to Tampines Giant Hypermart to buy some stuff.
im going to cook some Italian food for him.
so yup went there to buy the pasta and the sauce and additional ingredients for it.
hopefully it will turn out good.
bf, if i cooked it already and it's not as nice as ur mum's, im sorry ya.
its just a tryout. heheh. :P

' i may not be the best that you have ever had.
but please bear in my mind that i also do have feelings.
you might not know whatever you say hurt my feelings but at least think before you say anything.
for now, i shall just swallow whatever you want to say to me.
because i respect you and my patience is still there. '

2009-03-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

half of sunday was spent at Toa Payoh HDB HUB.
my cousin asked for my help to volunteer for the Community Chest event.
its for charity so i just agreed and helped out yesterday.
my cousin worked for them for a week and she quitted the job,
she said it's difficult for her to cope the work and her studies.

before we went off i donated $4 to get a balloon for myself.
and i liked it very much!!!
my sister also donated $4 and she got this flower balloon.
very cute!!!
right after the event ended,
my mr genius picked me up.
my aunts and uncles were also there so they kind of know who my bf is now.
after that we went off and he brought me to have my late dinner at
POPEYES. he said its been a long time since he ate there.
so he drove all the way till Changi Airport Terminal 1.
then i treated myself to some sweet treats at The Cocoa Tree.
before he drove me home, we took some pictures in the car with the balloon. :))

and home sweet home.

today, monday, im doing nothing at home.
its super bored cos i have nothing to do.
i so want to find a job.
at least i do not have to rot myself at home.
please, someone do u have any lobang to let me work?
ouh ya, i did ask the two monkeys to take pictures with the balloon that their mum bought for them.

2009-03-16T00:14:00.001+08:00

test test!

im welcoming myself back to blogger world.
so please dont be a bitch to me aite.

..........under renovation............